I hate being alone every night in this apartment. I hate you already found someone new. I hate that you seem to be treating her so much better than you treated me. I hate that no one wants me. And I hate that you ruined me.
A super red, swollen, itchy eye 2 hours before my boyfriend comes to visit.
Oh how I want to stay in my pajamas all day. Sigh.
I had her convinced I wasn’t going to be able to come home. I even called her this morning to wish her happy birthday and tell her about the plans I had for that night at school.
My aunt and uncle were having a party at their house for her and my cousin (who turned one on the 16th! SO CUTE!), so I had a friend who was conveniently going home today drop me off there before the party started so I could surprise her.
I hid in the kitchen and she didn’t notice me right away because she was busy saying hello and hugging everyone. But when she saw me she freaked out started crying.
She said it was best birthday present :)
Oh my dad didn’t have a clue I was coming home either so he was just as surprised. The only people who knew were my younger sister, aunt, and uncle.
Yay for not being able to see!
But really I’m not that blind. It’s just so I can see far away things when I drive.
Not a great start to the new year.